achey video after a game of football..
The realisation of the importance of getting healthier.
This is the introductory vlog which is outlining the weight loss plan I have.
These are my ambitions, I will achieve them.
I am not allowing myself to shave my face until I am satisfied with my weight. There will be four stages of hell. Stage one started yesterday.
Sorted out a bunch of stuff in my room this evening, until about 3am so I shouldn’t really say ‘evening’. Got rid of old bank statements and old bills that I had paid off.
Made myself a little fire in the garden to dispose of all the paper and it felt really good to play with fire =P gotta remember to respect the elements though! :)
Got some of my furniture sorted out and re-shuffled in my room, it’s probably an 8/10 for looks, but usability is probably a 3/10. I would like a new bed as the futon I currently use to sleep on is getting ridiculously uncomfortable. First world problems I guess.
Man am I hungry right now! It’s like.. 5:22am and everyone’ll say ‘look Tom, it’s late and you shouldn’t be eating at this time’ but the way I see it, I’ve only been awake for about 12 hours.. so if I woke up at 8am it’d be around 8pm now, so I’d have missed dinner. So fuck it, on that ruling, I’m gunna go find some consumables! Catchya… inabit.
I don’t feel particularly festive. I have amaretto and coke, which is great, but I’m not feeling festive. I’ll tell you why..
I’ve done things differently this year. I’ve made sure I know exactly what I’m getting for Christmas. It’s kind of like an experiment. If I take away the surprise factor, then what happens? We shall see tomorrow. I know I’ll be happier.
Oh, and I’ve got the best present I could ever ask for. Stephanie Zoe Wallis. <3